Yikes! I got lost!
Oops! I totally spaced out about this page. Well actually it has been in the back of my mind, but I haven't had the chance to come on here. Siblings can be a pain when they don't let you come on the computer. I never had the chance to get on when I was at school, since I was working hard at getting my working done. It paid off! Anywho, I have been pretty busy you could say. Winter term finished up the week before last and now Spring term starts in the morning. It seems like yesterday I was just registering for the new term. Ugh! I have just about all my books except one. I decided to order online this time around and it paid off! The stupid bookstore didn't even want to buy my books back for pitty sakes! So I put my books up on half.com. I have sold one so far, but I think the others are not going to sell :-( Grrr!!! College books make me angry! I've been working a lot to cover costs of tuition this term and to hopefully get my bills paid off for once! It's a constant reminder of my stupidity and childish ways from when I went on my trip. Why couldn't I just learn to drive a stick shift?!? Oh well, can't change it now. Maybe I will learn some time soon how to drive one though. I have a friend at work who just got a new car that has a good stick shift. Don't know if I am going back this year...we'll see! But anyways...just thought I would let you all know that I am still around! Would love to hear from any of ya who read my entries! Have a good week! ~Cami~

March Already?!?
Wow, how time flies by fast! Well I know how it has been, because I have been working a lot lately. I'm not complaining, cuz I really need the money! I have said it time and time before. I don't know really what to say, but I am still around. I have 12 days till my birthday. Woohoo! I'm gonna be 22! Anyways just wanted to check in and tell everyone I am really worn out. I gotta get used to it! It doesn't help any when I don't go to sleep at a good hour either. So I am signing out for the night! Laters! ~Cami~

Is it really reality?
Ok, so I have been watching the Bachlorette since the beginning. I thought it was pretty cool since she was from Oregon and went to Oregon State. Well she let me down tonight. I could have sworn that she was going to go with the honest open man (Matthew). Well it didn't happen. I couldn't believe it! I was so heart broken for him. I felt his pain...not that long ago I was there too. It sucks :-( If I were in her posistion, I wouldn't be able to choose at all. It's bad enough what I go through with what little I have experience with relationships. I couldn't have two at once. It wouldn't be fair to both guys, especially when you like 'em both! I am still very upset! It made me realize that I haven't been there yet with a guy (when you fally in love). I know things would be a whole lot different if a certain something wasn't in the way. With these shows dealing with relationships on, I think it gives a false persona to what actual relationships deal with. Its like come on, if your going out on a date your not gonna go to Puerto Rico overnight! It's crazy! Maybe if I had millions of dollars or cameras following me then maybe that would become a reality! LOL! My problem is that I am one who needs a love life...I don't know why, but it keeps me going. I'm sure it is the same for other people, but to me it seems like it is a weakness. I've dealt how long without one?!? A long time! "I will survive" as the Cake song goes. Time to listen to sappy love songs and eat lots of ice cream! I should be better in the morning, hopefully! G'night!!! ~Cami~

Another day, another dollar
Well here I am again. How do you like the new layout? I wanted an original layout, so I chose purple. I know a lot of you don't like orange. Well purple is usually my first choice! Anyways, I'm still sick. This flu bug sucks! I withdrew from math class. Now I am hoping it was the right decision! I still have the same crappy work schedule. I don't know why I am getting treated this way. Bleh! So I went in last night just to see how things were going and I got suckered in to work for a few hours. Of course it is better than nothing. Every penny counts at this time! I go to work again in about an hour so I am kinda making this short. Things seem to be going better in my personal life. Still struggling in some areas, but I am hoping for the best! I think when things are not going well in that department, my other areas suffer :-( Maybe that is why I had the flu?!? I need to stop staying up so late too...It's bad when I just want to sleep all day long! I need to start reading boring books I guess, lol! Well I need to get ready to go. Write ya soon! ~Cami~

My Oh My!
I can't believe it has been a week since I have wrote on here! I really haven't been feeling that great, possibly the flu. It sucks, because I haven't been going to school except for accounting. It's funny how I am having a great time in that class other than my psychology class. Weird! I think I am going to withdraw from math class. I have missed so many classes now, I don't see the point of continuing. I know it is a waste of money, but I have some foundation for the class next term. For some reason I have a problem with math during the winter. Also I am really stressed out about paying off bills, so I am going to try to get more hours. I need them! The bills keep rolling in and I can't stand only paying the minimum. I really, really want to get done with school, but my health comes first. If I am not healthy, I cannot do well in school. I feel that I am making the best decision for me, at least for now. I will probably be going to school during the summer, so I really am not worried. Well since it is getting late, I am gonna head to bed. I need a lot of rest to get offer this flu. Until next time.... ~Cami~

Better late then never, eh?
I really didn't mean to write this so late. I skip class this afternoon, so I didn't have the chance to head to the school library. I have been so tired lately, probably from stressing myself out from issues that do not need to be told on here. I've gotta learn to focus on myself! I'm getting overwhelmed by school too. I wish I was done with it so that I didn't have to worry about getting work done. What I really need to do is work. But everytime I think about quitting school for a while, I think back to the commercial they show during the day that has the girl who didn't go back to school cuz she liked the money. I do not want to end up that way. In a way I did that in the fall of 2002 when I only took two online classes. In a way it was a mistake, but if I would have continued to take all four classes I wouldn't have been able to go out and do the stuff I did ;-) Oh well, I have learned my lesson. I can't wait till summer vacation now! Hopefully I will not spend a whole lot of money like I did last year :-\ Being strick is key when it comes to me and money. I have already put away four credit cards to keep outta sight, LOL! Discipline is the answer! Maybe this is the time to put things up on ebay that I haven't worn that I have had for over a year...with the tags still on! I'm terrible! Well I don't know if I will put in another entry this week, but we'll see. If not, Happy V-day! I'll try to have a good one :-( I need love! G'night to another cruel day! ~Cami~

Another week passed
Well I am already on week 6 of school! It is hard to believe that I am half way through the term! I still have quite a few classes to take before I will be completely done with this degree. I really want to have a degree under my belt for being at school for this long. I know, I am probably crazy to think I should be done with school by the end of the year. Well I took quite a few detours before I decided what I wanted to do. Oh well! I can't worry about the money that has been spent, because an education is a hell of a lot more important than money! I do not want to be stuck at McD's for the rest of my life! Blah! That would suck! I'm thinking that when I am completly done with school, I want to start my own business. I'm not quite sure yet, but franchising always comes to mind! It would be fun, just as long as I had someone who would help me out with the business. Also with running your own company, you could take time off whenever you wanted to knowing that you had someone who could run things while you were gone. This is just my thoughts, because I really want to travel while I have the opprotunity (no kids). But the biggest factor of traveling is having enough money to get yourself around. I've learned my lesson the hard way :-| Anyways, I have class in like 20 minutes so I better jet! Hope your having a wonderful day! ~Cami~

A few days have passed
Well I have had quite the few days. I think I am losing my mind! It's crazy! Wednesday I found out that I missed a meeting with OSU that was to be at 3:30 but found out at 5:30 :-( I almost got in two wrecks, of course i wasn't the cause! I have barely any money (Freak out!) The second half of my tuition is due really soon which is going to be close to $400! I have only $130 and piling credit card bills! My problem is that I am not getting enough hours at work. It bothers me, since I have been working there for so long...I would think that I would have priority! Well I know for sure that I will not be going on any trips any time soon! I was hoping to put my tax refunds in savings and save up for vacation this summer...looks like it will be going towards my bills from my trip last year :-\ Maybe next time I will have learned how to drive a stick! Which will save me a lot of money! Anyways, it is getting late! Nothing new with me to be staying up late! I have a presentation to do in my Psych class later today so I need my rest. Good night crazy world! ~Cami

First Day Here
Well I finally decided to make a blog. I thought it would be nice for everyone who is wondering what is going on in my life...day to day. I don't know if I will give daily updates, but maybe every other day. Anyways, I am at school right now (Go Figure!) I have a three hour break between classes so I come to the library and work on school work and come on the computer if time allows. So I hope everyone's day is going good and I plan to post more later. ~Cami~